Monday, December 04, 2006

From Net to Chains

For those who don't know, the freedom of the internet is at risk. A hotword lately has been "net neutrality," though few know what it means. In a bad summary, net neutrality is the protection of the internet from corporations that want privledge in its use. Congress currently has a bill (H.R. 5252 / S. 2686) the would eliminate the internet's protection. The Daily Show explained it best, I think.

When you get on the internet, you send "packets" of information out and receive "packets" back. This is how you get your pictures, graphics, text, all the good stuff you enjoy so much. Net neutrality ensures your packets and Verizon's packets are treated equally. Without net neutrality, the corporations that pay the most money get privledge, and your packets... well, they may get there eventually, they may not. Of course, if you paid more money, then those corporations would like you better. Then your packets have a better chance of getting where they're going. Maybe a site isn't so nice to Comcast, so maybe no packets end up getting to of coming from that site. Oops. Oh well.

Now that's really a rather gross explanation. For a better one, check the link in my Links Collumn to the right of the page; they provide a much better explanation.
Anyway, I just felt like putting something to do with the subject up here.

Sunday, December 03, 2006

And Then There Was Hope...


A re-post from a favorite blog of mine: It's Getting Hot In Here.



Stéphane Dion has just been elected the new Federal Leader of the Liberal Party of Canada. (Equal to leader of “Democrats” in the U.S.)

Dion was the previous Minister of the Environment for Canada before the Conservative government came into power in February. Dion was also the previous President of the United Nations (U.N.) Conference of the Parties and Meeting of the Parties (COP/MOP) on climate change. He lead Canada and influenced many countries in the world to make last year’s U.N. Climate Change Conference in Montreal, Canada, an INCREDIBLE success.

In his victory speech tonight he noted that the number one goal in Canada right now should be sustainability. Thank you Dion. And thank you everyone who voted. Dion is one of the few politicians whom I have been genuinely inspired by. He also is a dedicated supporter to the youth movement, stating at the U.N. last year that ‘the youth may just be the most important constituency here at this conference.’

This new position also makes Dion the Leader of the Opposition, as the Liberal party is the opposition in Parliament. With his dedication to the most important issues, I can only see Canada’s future getting brighter.

By Zoe Caron

Monday, November 27, 2006

The Terrible N-Word

So, I suppose I should mention that this opinion is coming from a middle-class, suburban white kid, attending a small country school with little exposure to black culture. Nevertheless, I'll throw out my 2 cents.
With the recent outburst of Michael Richards, there has been a call by black community leaders and figures for a voluntary stopping of the usage of the infamous "n-word." They say it's just offensive, there's no reason for its use or existence. Using the word is "unacceptable." This annoys me. I am by no means discriminatory towards any race, creed, sexual orientation, etc., and that's something you'll just have to take my word on. But the idea of eradicating a word from existence by command is absurd. Listening to and NPR article on the evolution of language, it was mentioned that language changes form and rules on its own, and without some sort of authoritarian rule, no person or group can demand change in a language; it happens on its own. To me, however, referring to any word as "unacceptable" strikes a very negative chord. I'm reminded of a very enjoyable post by Keith Olbermann regarding Bush's remark on a certain train of thought (I recommend everyone give the article a good read.) I believe this way of thinking applies to words as well. Words are the only communicable representation of thought. Limiting language implies limited thought, as strongly implied in Orwell's 1984.
Now, true, this particular word could probably be effaced without much loss of freedom of thought. However, lines must be drawn, and in my opinion the line exists at the very beginning. No words can ever, EVER be forced out of existence, whether that word has a beautiful, positive meaning or a terrible negative connotation. Expression can never be cut down.
If one is looking merely to reduce the power of racism by destroying the power of this racist word, then calling for an all-out stopping of its use is doing the exact opposite! A good quote to remember: "Fear of a word only increases fear of the thing itself." No wise thinker said this one; it was in a Harry Potter book. Why do curse words retain their power of expression? It's due to their lack of use! It words like "fuck" or "shit" are used on a regular basis, do you think those words imply the same level of passion? No, they are simply used as normal words with normal implication; they do not express the same extreme emotion as they once did. The same idea works in reverse. If you know someone who never uses foul language, when they curse you are astonished, but you recognize his/her level or frustration, right? Of course you do. If people want to reduce the power of this "n-word" then by God just say it. Encourage everyone to say it. Push it to the level of frequency that it becomes an everyday word. In many places it is already, but the commonness of the word must traverse racial lines; white people can say it too. Everyone should be allowed to use this word, and often. What would happen then? If anyone tries to use it as an insult, a negative epithet, would anyone care? Would it get the slightest response of anger? No, it wouldn't. It's now the norm. To remove a word's meaning, you must remove its taboo.
So, really, why all the fuss? My comment on any argument founded on the use of this word: Get over it.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Inexcusable Inefficiency for Clutches of Cash

I write merely to mention my digust with the Standardized Testing Organizations' methods of reporting scores to intended schools. Aside from the ridiculous level of difficulty regarding the simple lack of communication from the ACT website preventing me from even reporting those scores, I particularly want to mention the cost and procedures.

While Collegeboard charge $9.50 per school, I assume this price well covers the cost of printing, sorting, handling, and mailing the various scores from various students to various schools. While I'm very confident this can be entirely done in complete automation by machines with minimal (if any) direct human involvement, the cost suggests that it is done mostly by hand with several levels of verification to prevent incident in such an important task. However, I'm fairly certain that the reporting of scores can be done quite easily and efficiently over the internet with minimal risk of forgery or mistake with secure networking. After all, what do you think's going to happen to those scores as soon as school gets them? They're going to be entered right into a database with all your other info, and that useless paper copy will be shredded and thrown out or put in a file never to see daylight again. Heck, with my inexperienced progamming skills, I could write something up to take requests and send out scores with few mistakes.

The outrageous $26.50 fee for "rushing" delivery is understandable. Anything that shoves its way up the priority list must be adequately supported (in this case, by payment). But this fee moves the shipping time from 3-5 weeks to 2 business days. That, my friends, is lame. If sending the scores in two days is at all do-able, then 3.5 weeks as a normal standard can be no more than a crude business practice to encourage people to pay the extra sum for a quicker delivery. I might also remark that were the system done entirely electronically via the internet (a series of tubes, yano, not big trucks), the process could occur immediately upon verification of the payment method. It could even be done on non-business days! GASP! Productivity on the weekends! Nooo... that'd be too efficient. And we know who pays for lack of efficiency: the customers.

I close with a quote from a delightful movie and not the slightest bit related to this post's topic:
"I know, I am merely remarking on the paradox of asking a masked man who he is." --V. :)

Thursday, November 23, 2006

To The Deserving Nice Guys

I was going through my old files and came up on this. It definitely deserves publishing.

This rant was written for the Wharton Undergraduate Journal
This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.
This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.
This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing "serious" between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: "oh, but we’re just friends!" And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.
The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as "oh, he’s too nice to date" or "he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me" or "he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!" or the most frustrating of all: "no, it would ruin our friendship." Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.
So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.



I salute and I drink to that.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

God's Commission or Human Morals

I had to respond to a quote for PED. It's not pulitzer-worthy, but i still like it. And I like to share what I'm proud of.



“We Americans have no commission from God to police the world.” -- Millard Filmore

It's odd. I originally planned to write this essay agreeing with the above quote, chastising the American government for its past self-proclaimed righteousness and unrequested interventions in the past; I thought that's what I'd be writing up until this past minute. For some reason the argument sprang into mind, almost defensively, that no, we have no obligation by God (this coming from an agnostic), but we do have the oft-forgotten obligation my human decency.
Today's world is froth with argument over what's the “correct” moral code. Stem cells: kill to let live? Fundamentalism: do evil means justify personally-preferred ends? I Can't Believe: is it or is it not butter?! Most people (oh, yes, including myself) have the curse of instinct ingrained in their mind, which manifests itself as absolute certainty in oneself. People have to believe they're right. If any attempt is made to live life always questioning one's intuition, progress will grind to a halt. Unfortunately, this necessary mindset of the courageous Confidence has a sick, malicious brother: Arrogance. It's this Arrogance that creates the conflicts rising from difference in opinion.
However, even with the radically contradicting views that exist today, there is a general need for moral conduct, which permeates all areas. The good news is, it's inherent. Even science backs up the intuitive caring for the general good of the group; just ask Scientific American Dec. 06. There are situations in which action is necessary, even the worst of actions, to right a wrong. These situations are rare: the Holocaust, bio-terrorism, destruction of organized religion (oh wait, that's not a uniformly shared opinion... ), but they do exist. The difficulty is recognizing them as early as possible, so that immediate action can be taken. If we knew about the Holocaust earlier, maybe we would have acted sooner.
Regrettably, recognition of such events comes as a sloth. Even now we face such an event that we will be judged by for generations to come and we do nothing. Four hundred thousand
dead isn't enough, I suppose, to warrant action, only a spot on the “To Watch” list, which in itself is a cruel, pathetic joke.
I am by no means defending all of America's actions. Given the opportunity, I'd probably controvert the majority of what America's done; most of it was done out of ignorance, I might add. But I am saying that in certain circumstances, such a God would sign a statement of power to be given to the U.S. to do what is necessary (although we wouldn't ask, we'd act before and assume it's in-transit; preemptive action, yano?).
Sometimes one source policing the world, however unjustified, can prevent such atrocities from ever happening in the first place. Do the ends justify the means? Do they ever? It's not a matter of my opinion or yours, or even the United States', it's a matter of faith in humanity. And I mention it as I did in my previous essay, let's hope my naivety stays intact for a while.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Well Put, Sir. So What Now?

Just before the elections, my PED teacher handed out a short opinion on the increasing violence in Iraq to his Current Events class. Knowing I was interested, he gave me the same and followed it up with this email he had sent to someone asking his opinion. I thought it was very well phrased and so I like to make it available for others to read. I plan to get the aforementioned opinion and edit this to put in it here, also. The email goes as follows:

Interesting viewpoint. Good points, but also sounds like a bitter conservative upset that their viewpoints are not appreciated by a majority of people. Again, is it necessary to fight a war in Iraq to fight a war against terror? There are some very interesting points but an equal amount of questions about our choice of foes. Why didn't we keep our strength of force in Afghanistan? This country wants us there. Their country was hijacked by a true terrorist regime that was imported into their country. We liberated them and had a great opportunity for a base of operations to attack terrorist groups. Now we don't have the forces to protect Afghan people, nor ourselves. The Taliban is returning in force and we are unable to effectively convince the Afghan people to remain loyal to us. They feel we are full of empty promises.
We supported both Iran and Iraq during their 2-decade war against each other. We turned out heads when Iran cried foul because Saddam used chemical weapons on them. Several thousand were killed from his use of chemical weapons. We said there was no conclusive proof so we couldn't condemn him. Then we turnaround and make a preemptive strike against his country on allegations of weapons of mass destruction. We supported him when he was killing his own, but when he waged his war of rhetoric against our power brokers, we attacked. Also, who is making these military decisions. It doesn't appear they consulted too many historians on the Crusades. The lesson from the Crusades was that it is much easier to initially take Islamic land than to keep it under Christian control.
I guess the essential question still remains:
Should we be fighting in Iraq?
The question is not whether the terrorists are good or bad. BAD. Or, should we be actively fighting terrorism. YES. Should we support our men and women in out military? YES. Can we still be patriots and question decisions that our elected representatives make? YES. Are people cowards just because they disagree with the War in Iraq? NO. What country were the terrorists from 9/11 from? SAUDI ARABIA. What country did the Taliban enter Afghanistan from? PAKISTAN. What country allows the most jihaddists through their border into Iraq? SYRIA. What two countries are providing the most financial aid to all of the Islamic terrorist groups? SAUDI ARABIA and IRAN. In what country was the American embassy bombed and many Marines killed and to this day Marines do not have a force in this country? LEBANON. What countries are supporting the armed, hostile takeover in Lebanon? PAKISTAN and IRAN. The leader of what country and has stated many times that Israel needs wiped off the face of the earth? IRAN. Again, the question is- Why are we fighting in Iraq?
What country was Timothy McVey from, who, in Oklahoma City, orchestrated the 2nd largest terrorist attack in America? And he claimed to be a true patriot.


Again, these were the words of my PED instructor, but I'm proud to display them here.
In light of the recent elections and the events that followed, I'm excited to see how things will play out in the near future. Democrats have swept control of the House and the Senate and promised much in the way of change. Change for the better or change for the worse is open to interpretation. They have stated plans to take action within the first 100 hours to raise the national minimum wage to $7.25 an hour, cut prescription drug costs, lower interest rates for college loans (something my father's very supportive of ;) ) and more. As for whether or not events will change too terribly much in Iraq is left to see. Any change that does happen should not and hopefully will not (and most likely cannot) happen to suddenly or dramatically. Aware of the seemingly racist character of the following statement, it is based in fact so I'll say it anyway: Rarely does any good come from sudden dramatic changes in the Middle-East. Any changing of tactics should be done after careful thought.

At home here in Ohio, the minimum wage has been raised to $6.85 and smoking has been banned by law in all public places, including restaurants, bars, and such. A much-needed school levy passed, and my congradulations go out to Lancaster for that.

But now this entry is becoming more of my ramblings and less of an objective observation. So I quit.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Aspirations to Ashes, Dreams to Dust

I went out on Tuesday. I drove a friend down to Chillicothe to watch the Regional Semis for Boys D-3 soccer. It's about an hour drive, so I didn't go just out of interest, I went cuz it my school was playing and about half the players on the team are good friends of mine.

It was a struggle from the get-go. I won't play out the game, as that's not my point, but it was a very good game. The other team was unexpectedly skilled and fast. We scored 14 min into the second half, and they countered ten minutes later. It was to sudden death and ended all too quickly.

The moment the ball crossed the line, time froze. The other side erupted in cheers and soon died down. Half an hour later, we were all still standing there. No one had moved. The other team and fans had all left, but not a soul had stirred on our side. Players began to slowly make their way back to the bench, but others remained behind: the seniors.

What's startling is that we were ranked number 1. We were supposed to take it all, the second state title for our school ever. We were District Champs for the third time in a row, and this was to be the culminating year after previous successes.

Mr. Swartz ambled over later and explained. Nine of those senoirs had been playing together since they were four years old. This was the to be the final triumph: the state championship, but it disappeared. I can sit here and type away all night, but I'll never be able to explain the tragedy that was felt after this event. I looked around and parents were crying. Fans and friends and even first-timers to watch the team were crying. The crowd gave a couple sporadic attempts to cheer up the team, with applaud and hollars, but it was pointless. Mark, one of my best friends for years, was squat down in the middle of the field, head in his hands for I don't know how long. A couple of brave souls tried to console him, but it took Coach to go out of bring him back to the bench. I hadn't seen so many of my friends so torn apart, tears on all their faces.

In one of the most beautiful moments I have ever seen in my short 18 years, as most of the players finally started coming back across the field to the crowd, the parents and families set out to meet them. Fands headed over and there was hugging and praising. Overall, though, there was a thick silence that lay over the entire field. Mr. Swartz said he thought it's be sad, but not so much like a funeral; but that's what it was. It was the death of a strong link between these men, who grew up playing together, working toward this one last chance at success.

I could not be an athlete. To be an athlete is to face the constant battle between victory and loss. I couldn't handle the prospect of glory being ripped from my grasp in an instant. I'm not as strong as these people.

To think the day before this game, they had all been wearing these three District Champ medals, dreaming of the few weeks ahead, where they'd prove themselves to the whole damn state in Crew Stadium, but it didn't happen.

I witnessed
a death, a funeral, and a mourning within an hour. A mutual, overwhelmingly heavy sadness fell upon everyone there and I cannot even begin to explain how it felt. Being uncomfortable in such situations, I stayed out, on the side of the field watching the contagious grief and futile attempts to console. I wasn't as involved as many of those people in the program, so despite my pain, I couldn't begin to imagine what those people experienced.

I write this to recognize the strength in today's athletes, to memorialize this tragic event, and to express my pride in my team.


And for us, there is no next year.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Apathy Run A Muck

I read over a draft I wrote for a college admissions essay a few weeks back. I've decided not to use it and decided it's not worth the effort to thoroughly edit, so there are quite a few glaring errors. Deal with it. I posted in on here because it seemed to have a strong message to it, and I certainly didn't want it to go to waste. Being on my computer, it'll probably never be seen again after today. Regardless, enjoy, whether or not you agree.

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I've spent days, even weeks avoiding writing this paper. It's not just any paper, only the most important paper I've ever had to write. This paper decides a lot things. So it's kind of a bid deal. An open-ended prompt is refreshing and yet annoying. Being allowed to write about anything, nothing seems good enough. There aren't any clever thoughts that I've had that would seem genius to readers. There are no amazing stories of heroic bravery or determination, no tales of hardship or terrible grievances that I've endured. Additionally, I idealized this paper so much that I, being a very opinionated person, could never express any strong opinion I have out of fear of being wrong somehow, due to lack of experience and knowledge. Heck, I'm only 18 years old; I haven't been around for very long. Somehow it struck me to write about something that bothers me not just a little, but so much that I've lost friends over it. It's a sweeping mentality that's taking over everywhere without discrimination. The latest craze here in America?
Apathy.

Ever since I was a little boy I've wanted to make a difference. Not just a small difference, a huge difference. Not just in my community or even my country, but the whole world. I've wanted to do great things so that people will know me by name and see me as an example. As I've gotten older, I've grown used to school and used to life in general. Now, I've had my slip-ups. I've had a lot mis-steps in life that have led me in directions that don't turn out too well. Those places weren't really where I wanted to go. But I've always found my way back, and in general, I've stayed on a good path. Coming into my final year of dependency and required schooling, I see more opportunities to do things, to take action, be prolific. It started out fun, following my tree-hugging days in elementary, I began to respect the environment more. I recycle, pick up trash I see laying around, and ridicule others for littering. With age, I've become more interested in politics. I became interested just in time for one of history's biggest and closest presidential races. I suddenly started caring what sorts of things were happening around the world. My interests in science and computers took off. My last science fair project had implications in dramatically lengthening the time available to transport living organs and it even had some relevance to cancer research. I found myself converted to non-proprietary software and now I roll my eyes every time I hear the word Microsoft. All these interests, among others, have led to me joining like-minded organizations: The Sierra Club, Ohio Academy of Science Student Advisory Council, Sex, Etc., a registered Linux user. I've begun actively researching and communicating with my Congressional representatives; developing presentations and plans to educate my school and community on global warming and to get our mayor to join the Mayor Climate Protection Agreement and more.

So now I have way too much I want to do and not near enough time to do it. I've lost some of the activities that were most important to me because they were only good for me and not for others as well. I've noticed opportunities, too many opportunities, to do right wrongs. I've also noticed there are too few people to do them. Becoming conscious of so many wrongs that need righted fooled me. I thought I was simply joining in the fray of everyone else taking action to fix these things and better the world. But I look around me at school and everywhere else and I see so little action; so much complaining, but nothing done about it. A teacher showed me a quote on the very first day of school: “We are more aware of our rights than out duties.” By God isn't that the truth. The next time I hear someone complaining about Senator so-and-so, but they've never bothered to contact that representative, I'm going to punch them. “Well,” I thought, “I'll just set an example. People will see me caring about and acting for something and they can follow my lead.” Oh, no. How naive. Living in a small community and attending a significantly small school, extreme views on just about anything is out of the ordinary. Aside from an unusually large Goth population, everyone in our school is very typical. Expressing my relatively radical beliefs renders me ostracized by many people I once respected. Of course, it's a two-way street. I'm sure a significant amount of the ostracizing was done by me. But I couldn't help it. How could I associate with people that refused to take action for something they believed it, always armed with excuses as to why they don't? Now, it's not like I don't have any friends. I have plenty of average friends, several good friends, and one amazing girlfriend. But still so many people I know refuse to do anything about anything.

I inevitably digress from my real point: the world doesn't care. A 30% vote turnout for non-presidential elections? Seriously? The people who actually make the laws and the people who practically run our state and even our own city just aren't important enough to warrant a few hours of our time once or twice a year? The beauty of democracy is almost non-existent today! If I walked up to someone in a mall and asked, “Do you think the Electoral College is an out-dated system?”, they would stare at me blankly. A few braves ones might ask me what the Electoral College is. This attitude isn't just surrounding politics. A friend of mine complains about the terrible gas mileage his giant V-8 gets, when there's a usable sedan in the backyard that nobody drives. Around here, the bigger your truck is, the bigger of a person you are. That's how we measure in my home town: how few miles does your truck get to a gallon of gas? I'll bet mine gets fewer! We have booming suburban development locally, but it's not cutting down huge forests or old trees, and there's no shortage of green space. We have incredibly beautiful falls, and our air is always fresh. So naturally most people around here assume there's absolutely nothing wrong with the environment. Global warming isn't an issue here, it's just a stupid idea. Recycling isn't necessary. If it doesn't pay off for me, then why bother? The mentality is sickening, but it's prevalent.

It's painful to watch the world around me turn more and more towards a completely apathetic lifestyle. The mentality that “It's not my problem, let someone else deal with it.” is becoming more commonplace. People with positions of power find themselves less supervised, and so they do what they want. After the Industrial Revolution, there was action taken to get children out of factories and improve working conditions. Large companies had to shape up. Do you really think corporations today follow the same improved moral standards that they did for the few weeks in the 1800's when everybody was paying attention? No, because nobody paying attention. They follow the same bottom-line morals as they did when the Revolution began.

I don't want to give the impression that I believe everyone and everything in the world is corrupt and bad. It's by no means that way. There are many great people who are doing wonderful things, dedicating time and resources in vast amounts to better the world. But my concern is with the everyday Joe that you see at work or at school. What does he do? What does he even care? It's the masses that are becoming so apathetic. And unfortunately, it's the masses that have the real power, they just don't realize it. History seems to show that it takes a series of extremely terrible tragedies to get the public riled up about anything. Even a few years after 9/11, the country's as polarized as it has ever been before. The world as a whole is fighting over ridiculous things.

There's no real way to wrap up this sort of topic. There aren't any intelligent quotes to throw out, no glimmers of hope or positive prospectives. It's just reality. And all we can hope is that something, something will get people to change. Not just for a week or a year, but for generations to come, lest we end up right back where we started. We can only hope.
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Of course, I think I wrote that in a spurt of frustration, but whatever. Now I have to get back to composing a usable essay. I'm not usually a procrastinator when it comes to important things, especially something as important as a college essay. However, I've foolishly blown the whole college deal out of proportion. In addition to constantly tricking myself into believing I'm much smarter than I really am, I've also exagerated the importance of going to "the" college. Which honestly places me right among those "fools" I've often referred to who only care about going to fancy ivy-league schools. I just replaced those with top science schools. Once November is here and those essays are done, apps submitted, interviews completed, I can focus on more realistic goals. Goals that are probably better for me anyway.

I'm rambling.
Good-bye.

Friday, October 20, 2006

The Latest

I decided it's simply stupid of me to keep putting off blogging until I come up with something worth reading. Nothing coming out of my mouth (or from my keyboard in this case) is ever worth listening to.

So anyway, I highly recommend a visit to The Loop Show's site, created by the very, uh, unique Luca and Nolan. If you've got only six minutes to spare, and need a good laugh, the enjoy. With four good episodes and more coming, what's to lose?

After former Congressman Mark Foley sent sexual instant messages to 16-year-old male pages, suddenly disappeared to rehab for a month, blaming the whole problem on alcohol (because alcohol changes your sexual orientation from middle-aged women to teenage boys magically), he later reported that HE was victim of a priest's enjoyment decades ago, even releasing the priest's name. Well, what's the priest's excuse? Surprise! Alcohol. Congratulations, the world is actually getting dumber.

1 in every 166 children has Autism. Their only hope is proper education, as a cure is still very far off.

NFL supporters are attempting to make the Monday after the Superbowl a national holiday, right up there with Thanksgiving and Christmas. Election Day won't become a holiday any time soon, but National Hangover Day might be created for the 40 or so million Superbowl viewers.

An enjoyable read: Top 10 Reasons Why Guys Won't Commit on MSN.
Let me just say there's some valid reasoning in there.


I recommend two songs today: Arctic Monkeys - Fake Tales of San Fransisco and I Bet You Look Good On The Dance Floor. Why is every single word always capitalized in song titles?

Finally, I leave with a link that everyone should follow. Even if you only have a few minutes to spare, educate yourself a little: Crisis


In the words of the wise Edward Murrow: Good Night and Good Luck

p.s. everyone should see that movie.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Furthering Knowledge, Furthering Inaccurate Contradictions

I'm spending tonight (or at least a little time right now, until I get too bored to continue) cramming for the SAT tomorrow morning. Being dedicated and motivated, I obtained plenty of study materials before summer even began, and even made a plan on how to approach studying, set goals, etc. Pretty good, right? Well, I had a surprising number of commitments during summer, and studying got pushed to the back of my mind. I had a good run in August, but that came to a screeching halt when school began. We're told to take challenging courses, right? Yeah, so my time's full doing the massive assignments for classes and other obligations, college apps, etc. that I simply have no time to study. So how is this fair? Those expected to do well on these ridiculous tests have the least amount of time to dedicate to them. Now I'm just venting, which I said I wouldn't do...

Regardless, I took a break and continued some reading from Wednesday. Thought I'd link to a good article I found detailing recent events in the study of evolution.

A counter to the argument is found here.
(Edit: upon watching an argument posed on the Colbert Report, an excellent point is made. The above article falsely interprets that evolution has occurred by chance. Natural selection, however, is a process that involves chance only at the level of accidental mutations, which happen countless times in each of us every day. Rather, it is a process of slight advantage having a pronounced effect with the passage of time. No chance there.)

Granted, neither article is very long, but both are provokative.

I found a few other articles I plan to post and comment on, but not now. Now I must return to studying...


If Jake has 3 blue marbles and Joan has 14 green marbles and Becky has 26 yellow marbles, what is the ratio of the sun's mass to the radius of the percentage of malaria-carrying mosquitoes in North Africa as of 1873 in the river-crossed region of...

2 + 2 = 5

I've been having some annoying troubles with my car lately. I love it to death, but as a young gun, I didn't drive it so nicely. That's not suprising, especially if you know me. Well, to make a long story short since I don't feel like recanting the entire saga right now, I got a rebuilt trans, new exahust pipe including a new cat, and a new clutch set-up. All was well for a few weeks, then on my way home from class, something seemed not quite right. It sat in the garage for a week or two until the mechanic could finally have us bring it in, he adjusts the exhaust (which the shifter was hitting) and he things that should have solved the problem.

Well, this whole situation was based entirely on my experience with the car. It popped out of gear a few times, and when I shifted, it seemed to "fall" right out, without much of a push from me. Sometimes, it plain wouldn't go into gear, i.e. sitting in the parking lot once, it refused to stay in first, I had to let go of a the clutch a few times and really push to jam it in there. So we called our reputable mechanic, yadda yadda. Well my dad, the mechanic, his buddy, no one could really feel what I was describing. It made sense to them in a way, and I suggested the alignment on something was off, I suspected the collars. Regardless, they're convined it's probably fixed. So I drive it home, and it feels no different than before I took it in. It still feels like it won't really "lock" into gear. The more I play with it, try putting it in different ways, how I rest my hand on it and how I push on it (mind out of the gutter, people), the more I wonder if I was even feeling anything wrong in the first place!

I'm providing a lot of superfluous information, as I often do. The point is, this got me wondering. The whole "am I just crazy?" scenario reminded me of Orwell's 1984. For those unfarmiliar, Wilson has many unusual thoughts in a very restricted, controlled society set in the "future" in "Britain." Enjoy the "quotes"? I do. With thoughts that go completely against his society, his government, the world he lives and was raised in, he begins to wonder if he's insane. If one person thinks something totally different from every other person, does that make him wrong? Does it make him crazy? He meets a girl, she thinks the same way, he's convinced he's not crazy; he's very much certain that even a single person can maintain his/her sanity while the rest of the world goes bonkers. Throughout the book, this comes back into question and towards the end there are some very intriguing mind games being played, both on Wilson and the reader. With a surprising ending (in my opinion), it of course makes a great read provokes thought from any intelligent reader.

Well? What if you were convinced of something? You were picked up by a UFO, the government planned 9/11, Crab-People have their own society underground and are planning to take over the world by turning everyone metro, or maybe something on your car just doesn't feel right. No one else can tell. Everyone knows you're wrong.

Are you?


We say Good-bye, only to look forward to the next Hello.


p.s. I'll feel really stupid if no one gets the South Park reference.
p.p.s. I feel even stupider now, because I'm really writing this to no one.

Sunday, October 08, 2006

First of Many to Come

Following a fiasco at my school almost one year ago, I (along with many others) directed myself away from blogging and any association with it. We decided it might be best to keep our thoughts to ourselves, away from the prying eyes of the over-zealous high school administration. Following a friend's example, I later created a MySpace site. That, then, became the newest rage and suddenly the whole event turned into a giant Cyber High School. Great, and all I want to do is get the hell out of high school. That site didn't last long.

Eventually, I convinced myself to create a new blogging site, considering I'm very vocal about my opinions and what better way to get them out there? Who knows how any strange soul would stumble across my site, as I have no plans to publicly announce its creation? Regardless, this blog will provide an outlet for my many, many thoughts, ideas, and such. I may not have the cynical, sharp sense of humor or my friend Kaleb, nor the wit or charm or vocabulary of... well, Kaleb, but I feel I can provide enough of an entertaining read that some intelligent or at least mildly interested folk will provide a consistent reader base. I'm not trying to go nation-wide published or anything.

Note that this site will NOT be a medium for ranting, venting, or the like, as that's what began the whole catastrophe last year. No, this will be no more than a collection of excerpts from my Mind. Thoughts, if you will. Thoughts that belong to me. Thoughts... of mine. Creative, huh? (sarcasm here)

Anyway, there's really nothing left to mention. Well, the coincidence that today is in fact my 18th birthday. Yay. Happy Birthday to me. :)

All that's left will be hit upon tomorow, or the next day, or a day following that.

The First Farewell.